School, It Begins...

Cthulhu_Asylum · Very bored Joined: 31 Dec 1969 Posts: 183

Ok first off let me just say i know pyro has already started somthing like this but im going to get straight to the point since i dont post much. Schools begining and im wondering how many of you Are excited? and how many arent? And if so Why are you?

-For me
I am not to thrilled with starting, For one Im already geting nervous and its 3:05 am of monday (labor day) tomorrow is the first day and i cant sleep maybe it was this crappy diet coke but im still up...anyways not to get sidetracked. I hate school. For me , It's a nervous thing I don't know why though. I mean everyone i talk to online says you should be fine your like the class clown right? Actualy im not..If you knew me pretty well ( and it's hard to tell since it's the internet.. ) i'm pretty quiet and down to earth. I don't go around Screaming Racists s**t the only thing that i do act like which comes from the net is cussing I cus alot. I'm a nervous kid at school though, Dont get me wrong i have my friends the usual skater types in california, some punkers, some smokers and what not. It's just not the same when im online talking to people like sixx, gray, or kate. I can bulshit and feel confterble around people like my friends its kinda tough. I especially hate it when people Give you the center of attention , whats worse is when they know that you get nervous off of it and Start to tease u with it. Happend with this jock kid I know im glad im on good terms with him now. But Besides babbling on why I dont like school...I also wanted to say That This computer has fucked up my life for the past 3 years. I'm thankful for the people i met along the way but along with that i shouldnt have spent time on it...I mean literally I couldve been into sports im already in junior year and i know like jack s**t about anything...I spend my time after school on this crapper and my grades suck...Thats just pathetic like a dork on the computer but is a dumbass...makes me laugh right now. so this year Hopefully im going to stop using the computer as much and start lifting to pass the time, Eating right . People reading this might be thinking its stupid , well f**k you come IM me so i can leach a god damn virus on you Smile

but i was just wondering if anyone else kinda felt like this during there normal days at school and how the computer messed with you and if you regret it. its 3:12 right now so ima go crash, ( try to ) . \
Later kido's

unfocused · Moderator Joined: 17 Jul 2004 Posts: 6983 Location: Texas

hell i was nervous too in school. everyone thought i always had a bomb, and especially a gun, because i wore a trench coat all the time. I was feared, i liked it tho. then i got out of that phase and i am already bored with this topic.

but you will be fine and all blah blah blah yea don't worry about the jocks, their nuts are still soft and you shin will pwn them
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eclipsedmoongoddess482 · Elder In Training Joined: 31 Dec 1969 Posts: 3703

I get nervous about school too. I'm like at the bottom of the social food chain for the most part and I've like given up on meeting new people on my own. I'm terribly quiet and totally not the flirt I come off as here. So like, my game plan is that I'm going to go to school to fuckin' study and learn and get the grades I need for a scholarship somewhere. If I meet a few nice people along the year, then that will be awesome but I'm not going to expect anything.

And as sad as I am to hear that Trey is going to not be on the comp, I'm have like a confession to make. I'm like totally giving up on the computer for the most part this year. YIM has been disabled and I have a time limit on my internet time now to like withstand temptation. Don't get me wrong, I love all of you guys and I don't regret a single moment I've spent with everyone here but Trey is right. This isn't real life. Now that school has started, I need to move on for a bit and get my act together. Get back into drawing as well because I have been slacking with that ever since I like got really active in the forums and thats like fucked up.

Its just a matter of finding a balance between FAC and real life. When I find an even balance for both, I'll like be regular on here again. Smile

Trey, I can't say that I'm like totally happy about this but I really respect you for your decsion. I just wish we could've like chatted one last time before YIM was disabled. Sad

What was this thread about again? Uneasy

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August · Still very bored Joined: 08 Apr 2005 Posts: 341

I'm kind of excited to go back. I have a lot more friends in school than I do out of and it's just fun to goof around with them. I'm just afraid of being a junior. I have to start looking at colleges, take my ACT, take my PSAT, and I'm taking AP classes. I've always wanted to be the top of my class but I screwed up freshman year when I let a boyfriend I had take priority over my school. I'll never do that again. It's been my dream since I was six and I already messed it up Smile

I remind myself of it everyday... kinda depressing.

I'm so afraid to finish this year because next year I'll be a senior. I don't want to grow up. I'm not ready for a job, I'm not ready for college, and I'm definately not ready for real life. I'm scared Sad

I am kind of glad school is starting, though... but this reason is mostly because I'm having a bad end to my summer. I've been betrayed by the two people I loved the most this year and it hurts. I'm ready to start over and find someone else to care about Smile

eclipsedmoongoddess482 · Elder In Training Joined: 31 Dec 1969 Posts: 3703

[quote]I am kind of glad school is starting, though... but this reason is mostly because I'm having a bad end to my summer. I've been betrayed by the two people I loved the most this year and it hurts. I'm ready to start over and find someone else to care about [/quote]

Oh my gosh Kate, I'm like in that same situation too. Surprised

Only it was like with one friend who like had five other friends to go against me. So thats why I'm all by my lonesome. Sad

It'll be nice to meet others I think. We just need to keep like open hearts and minds and just not trust anyone entirely.

[quote]I'm so afraid to finish this year because next year I'll be a senior. I don't want to grow up. I'm not ready for a job, I'm not ready for college, and I'm definately not ready for real life. I'm scared [/quote]

Me too. Sad

I'm like kind of excited about taking care of myself because I've never really had a chance to do that all my life. But I'm also afraid that I'll mess up somehow. Its really weird. Its like my wings have been clipped for so long that I'm afraid that when they are able to like fly I'll end up hitting a power line and kill myself. Uneasy

Growing up sucks. I want to go to Neverland. Sad

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August · Still very bored Joined: 08 Apr 2005 Posts: 341

I want to go, too Sad

Let's go.

Mine is just like... my ex-boyfriend that lied to me and cheated on me. He got me to believe he really cared when he didn't. We talked to each other everyday for like a year and a half, but then he just replaced me. That easy. Then the other was my best friend for eight years that just turned on me... but she's been slowly doing that all year. I know I don't need them, but I feel like I do. I want to apologize for letting what they did to me upset me, even though it's understandable that it did :/ It's confusing. I did get close to one of my other friends again, though Smile

I'm very thankful for that. Don't worry, Sixx. I know how that is. One of my friends has something going on like that right now. I used to be a friend with this girl but she ditched out on me because all of her friends hate my friend and they told her not to talk to me anymore. Girls are dumb like that Smile

That's why I like guys better and could never be a lesbian.

I hope band this year goes well... Everyone's working really hard :/

Cthulhu_Asylum · Very bored Joined: 31 Dec 1969 Posts: 183

ill still come on the computer just not as much....*rubs eyes*..so tired just woke up Razz

eclipsedmoongoddess482 · Elder In Training Joined: 31 Dec 1969 Posts: 3703

[quote]
Mine is just like... my ex-boyfriend that lied to me and cheated on me. He got me to believe he really cared when he didn't. We talked to each other everyday for like a year and a half, but then he just replaced me. That easy. Then the other was my best friend for eight years that just turned on me... but she's been slowly doing that all year. I know I don't need them, but I feel like I do. I want to apologize for letting what they did to me upset me, even though it's understandable that it did :/ It's confusing. I did get close to one of my other friends again, though I'm very thankful for that. Don't worry, Sixx. I know how that is. One of my friends has something going on like that right now. I used to be a friend with this girl but she ditched out on me because all of her friends hate my friend and they told her not to talk to me anymore. Girls are dumb like that That's why I like guys better and could never be a lesbian.[/quote]

That totally sucks Kate. :/ Girls really are stupid like that. At least guys have like that loyalty thing going on.

I'm like just hoping that the school doesn't drop the theater program this year. There's only one teacher who supports us this year and that might not be enough for us to start a musical. Which really sucks because I totally wanted to do Godspell like we planned. <_<

[quote]ill still come on the computer just not as much....*rubs eyes*..so tired just woke up [/quote]

Oh then that makes me feel better then. Smile

Hahahaha. For once, you actually like outslept me. Woke up at 8:00 this morning. Its a new record. Surprised

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Sephir0th666777 · Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 10:32 am Post subject:

[quote="eclipsedmoongoddess482 (Sixx)"] I get nervous about school too. I'm like at the bottom of the social food chain for the most part and I've like given up on meeting new people on my own. I'm terribly quiet and totally not the flirt I come off as here. So like, my game plan is that I'm going to go to school to fuckin' study and learn and get the grades I need for a scholarship somewhere. If I meet a few nice people along the year, then that will be awesome but I'm not going to expect anything.

And as sad as I am to hear that Trey is going to not be on the comp, I'm have like a confession to make. I'm like totally giving up on the computer for the most part this year. YIM has been disabled and I have a time limit on my internet time now to like withstand temptation. Don't get me wrong, I love all of you guys and I don't regret a single moment I've spent with everyone here but Trey is right. This isn't real life. Now that school has started, I need to move on for a bit and get my act together. Get back into drawing as well because I have been slacking with that ever since I like got really active in the forums and thats like fucked up.

Its just a matter of finding a balance between FAC and real life. When I find an even balance for both, I'll like be regular on here again. Smile

Trey, I can't say that I'm like totally happy about this but I really respect you for your decsion. I just wish we could've like chatted one last time before YIM was disabled. Sad

What was this thread about again? Uneasy

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Sixx, You are a most admirable person ^_^

I would never hace the self control to do that.
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Cthulhu_Asylum · Very bored Joined: 31 Dec 1969 Posts: 183

sixx i want u on yim Sad

no fun...i miss you already <3<3<3

eclipsedmoongoddess482 · Elder In Training Joined: 31 Dec 1969 Posts: 3703

[quote]sixx i want u on yim no fun...i miss you already <3<3<3 [/quote]

You're going to make me cry Trey. Sad

I PMed you like five minutes go. Check your inbox please. Smile

Love you. <3<3<3

[quote]Sixx, You are a most admirable person

I would never hace the self control to do that. [/quote]

Ah, I got the idea from like Trey and a few other people yesterday. I just don't want to like screw up my life so early on and I know I have an addictive personality so like if I don't stop now I'm just never going to want to stop and then grades will slack and that will suck. Sad

I'm sure you can do it too if you set your mind to it or like really really want to.
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Kingdom_Hearts_Fan · Rookie Joined: 04 Sep 2005 Posts: 34

school started... and I'm not excited because all the homework I'm going to have >.> Wish it was summer again...

Mountain_Dewroo · Forum Stalker Joined: 05 Jul 2004 Posts: 1274

Oh please. Your not gonna get around in this world. Your a child of the "Now" Genoration.

unfocused · Moderator Joined: 17 Jul 2004 Posts: 6983 Location: Texas

you kids are overreacting! LOL

grow up
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Brianhjh · Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 9:28 pm Post subject:

I really should sleep, my school starts... uh... technically, today.

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