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[eclipsedmoongoddess482]

*Humming a random Christmas Carol* YES! WE DID IT! WE DID IT RIGHT! WE DID IT GOOD! WE DID IT NEAR PERFECT! *Jumps up and down*

Okay, as I'm sure you know, I just got back from performing for the [i]first[/i] time in front of a real audience. It was amazing! Everyone did so awesome. I dunno where to start. This might be one big rave 'cuz I'm so excited so please bear with me. Lol!

So where to start? Hmmmm...well, it turns out that THS Drama has two traditions durring performances.

1. Drink a bottle of Jolt Cola and eat Twizzlers before the curtain opens.
2. Drink Friendship Tea durring Intermission

The Jolt Cola cost a dollar and I now owe Rachel a dollar 'cuz she bought one for me. She's really awesome. Lol! The Friendship Tea is actually Limpton Tea mixed with Tang. It tastes so freakin' [i]good[/i]! It was so cool to learn all of these traditions today and all of the Juniors and Seniors (and even this one guy who graduated last year) were showing us all the tricks and trades of the theater. Lol! They love newbies. Lmao!

My absolute favorite time of this evening though was the (also very traditional) Circle of Love. Its when everyone from actors to teachers to set people hold hands in this really huge circle (it was like a third of the length of our cafeteria) and we close our eyes and one person sqeezes the person's hand that they're holding and the squeeze just goes all around the circle. You wouldn't believe who held my hand in the circle! (Well, you probably have a good idea I bet but I was definetly surprised. Lol!) Naturally, Kevin was on my left side (and she was like squeezing my hand the whole time and we were lifting our arms up to each other and trying to keep from crying) but [i]David[/i] actually reached out and grabbed my right hand! ^_^ Even though Belt Girl was on the opposite side of David (Kevin thought it was pretty funny) I still felt like an energy from David that was really comforting and was like just for me, y'know? Like something that we have together that him and Belt Girl don't have. I remember that at one point while the Drama teacher was making a speech I was getting last minute jitters and my hand was trembling and he actually squeezed it gently to make it feel better! :wub: Now don't get me wrong. I'm not as in love with him as before (love is not love if its not returned, right? I dunno if its returned to me so its in the air right now as if I still love him or not) but I certainly do feel better when I'm with him. I wish we could've talked after the show. Just me and him. I had a lot of things that I wished to say to him after the performance like how I'm so glad that I met him and how its great that we're friends 'n such. Plus he missed my Congratulatory Hug! I was hugging everyone that I ran into after the show just because I was so happy and felt such a togetherness with all the cast members. I'll give it to him tommorow in Leger's room. Just sneak up on him and randomly hug him and congratulate him for doing such an awesome job.

He really did do an awesome job too! His cliche French accent was so good (his Russian accent is better though 'cuz it "makes you want to sleep with him" as he so "nicely" puts it.) OMG! I was so nervous today 'cuz I found out that the ragdolls wouldn't even get shoes to wear on stage and the whole reason I sprained my ankle was because I didn't have shoes on that day so I naturally was freaking out. But everyone was so nice about it 'cuz one girl who's like a Junior taught me how to jump off properly (you have to bend your knees I guess or else you'll do what I did and sprain your ankle...like I did! Lmao!) Another girl suggested that I do this cool sliding thing where I sit and jump off so the impact to the ground is not so great (they were all worried 'bout my ankle and afraid I would break it.) Then one guy even offered to get a gym mat for me but I told him it was fine. I actually practiced jumping off the stage and while it does hurt when I hit the ground. It only lasts for a second and I recover quickly and can continue with the dance (and I can definetly jump on stage quickly now. Practice does make perfect. Lol!)

Okay now I have to get into THS Drama drama. Lmao! Okay, so Kevin and I are talking (where we first met actually. It was a really tender moment and I almost cried) and Andy and Satan walk up to us and Andy takes Kevin away and Satan sits in her place. Our conversation went something like this:

Satan: So...does Kevin like Vinny at all?
Me: Honestly...no. She finds him annoying actually.
Satan: I thought so. She told me that too sometime in the beginning of the year.
Me: Yeah, she told me too but I kinda knew before she told me.
Satan: It was obvious. But anyways...does Kevin like me. Like she has a crush on me?
Me: Who told you that?
Satan: Some guy overheard you two talking about me and you mentioned Kevin liking me.
Me: Oh! I was just teasing her. You see she was making comments about me liking my crush and I just fought back by saying, 'What about Satan? Surely you have a crush on him! Its so obvious!'
Satan: Oh.
Me: Do [i]you[/i] like Kevin?
Satan: I-I don't like getting into this kinda stuff. I-I mean, I hate talking about THS Drama's drama before a show.


Phhft! He so likes her its not even funny! I did move the subject onto David and Belt Girl and asked what the deal was with those two. The story I got was very interesting...

Okay, so Belt Girl really really liked Satan but when she told him this Satan said that he didn't want to go out with her (something about how she claims to like people's personalities but she doesn't even get to know the person that well.) Well this gets Belt Girl really mad and she told him, "Fine! I'll go out with David instead!" All right. Now do you see why I'm so mad? David's not even her first choice. He's [i]my first choice[/i]! And (if you allow me to rant for a sec 'cuz I need to get this out) she's always around him! My God, every chance she got she would be right at David's side with all her friends. Thats why I could never say what I wanted to say to David. She was [i]always there[/i]! She's starting to make me mad 'cuz it seems like she needs a guy to make herself happy. I almost feel sorry for her. But crap man, why couldn't she have set her sights on another guy? Not my guy! (She's unfortunetly very good at keeping guys at her side. Kevin says that its just "easy sex to David.") Yeah, it makes me a bit mad but on the bright side. I got my voice back. And I was quite the chatterbox today with him. Lol! We talked about random things in the artroom and I was gonna listen to his Cambodian Death Metal CD today but I was already late to my Civics class. Lol!

Okay, I have to go now. I'm sorry I just raved about Opening Night. I needed to let it out of my system. I'll write a better reply tommorow if we're not celebrating tommorow's performance either. TTYL!!!

*~SilverWolf*~
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[Thirteen_Black_Roses]

Lol, go ahead and rave. There's nothing like a post performance high. *sigh* Makes me miss the musicals at school, I'd always be on crew but we got to go out for curtain call and the [i]energy[/i] in that room! It's even better when you're acting. I remember doing my performance project, I was half asleep when I got to class and the high from that little five minute skit carried me for the rest of the day. I'm glad your ankle's holding up to the dancing and jumping. Hope things work out with you and David and Belt Girl. Doesn't sound like it's serious on either side, but if he's willing to just go after the "easy sex"... I dunno. At least you two are getting along well!

Wish my day was as good as yours. I told you how I missed the third exam in Vampires. Well, today my mom calls me and asks me how I'm doing at catching up with what I missed. I told her about the exam, and we get in this whole long argument about how I should talk to the professor and try to get her to make an exception to the 'no makeups' rule. Well, lemme tell you a secret. Professors in college don't make exceptions. I'm gonna talk to her on Monday to see if there's anything I can do to make up even some of the points, but I'm not holding my breath. It's more to be able to tell my parents I did. It's just...all my life they've (well, especially my mom) have wanted me to be the perfect student. I'm not. I never was. I have no work ethic, I don't care about grades... I've just been under a lot of stress, and I'm still kicking myself about missing the test because had I known about it I would've been there. I wasn't even gonna take a break to get better if I wasn't forced to. I wanted to, certainly, but I knew that I didn't have time. I wasn't in that class at all the week before the test, I barely remember that monday and wednesday I only dragged myself out of bed to turn in that paper. I was more concerned about whether or not I was even gonna make it to the lecture hall than what we were missing. If I had known I wouldn't have gone home that weekend, I would've made up the stuff I missed and taken the test on monday come hell or high water. But I didn't know. Everyone drops the ball now and then. I just need to convince her that. It was just the last straw. I don't even have time for a proper breakdown. I had a class immediately after the call, and on the way back I ran across my boyfriend. Had a mini-breakdown, but that's all I have time for. I wasn't gonna give myself that, but the moment he came up to me I was clinging to him and crying. Felt like such an idiot. I'm just gonna be so glad when this semester's over...it's sucked so bad...*sigh* Right. I'm done. And I'm really sorry for being such a downer.

[eclipsedmoongoddess482]

Man...I'm so sorry 'bout your grade. I know how ya feel believe me. I have to make up [i]three[/i] tests on Monday (in only fourty five minutes! ) I'm sure your mom will understand soon. She sounds like she's at the boiling point and needs to cool down a bit so you can explain to her the whole situation. I'm sure she'll understand then.

I definetly know what it feels like to want to have a breakdown but end up having one in public. Happened to me today actually. Well, it wasn't exactly a breakdown but it was a very close call and right now I'm very depressed (but I had the close call for one reason and I'm depressed for another.)

Okay, the close call started by this; So the Ragdoll dance starts and I jump off the stage pretty well (ankle was hurting like hell but I bit my lip and just ran.) But when I went to jump on the stage, I tried to jump on my bad foot and it caused me to slip off the stage! I tried to get back on but it wasn't working. I kept slipping on my bad foot and fallling down. Thank God for Andy 'cuz he just ran right for me and improved like there was no tommorow. He made an exagerated exasperated face and then helped me up (I ended up making a mistake after that 'cuz the first thing I did when I slow danced with Andy was talk to him and apologize. He had to remind me to smile and talk through my teeth.) I was so embarassed (thankfully, no one else from the cast saw it 'cuz they all go backstage for our dance.) I was so upset about it and felt like crying. Andy and Emily kept saying that it was okay and that it happens to all of us. I just ended up hugging Tigger like three times durring Intermission (I spilled Friendship Tea on my gloves right after. How sucky is that? <_< )

Yeah, I'm depressed today just because I'm getting such mixed messages from David. Its like he'll talk to me when its just me and him in Leger's or in the hallway but when its time to get ready for the performance, him and Belt Girl (and all of her friends) are hanging around them (God, they aren't even the kind of girls who would normally hang out with him! They're only with him 'cuz Belt Girl can't get over a guy.) She called Satan a jackass durring Civics (she sits near me in Civics. I don't tell her that I'm with David durring lunch naturally. Lol!) That comment really got me peeved off. Satan (despite the nickname we gave him) is a perfectly decent person! She was saying, "Oh he's such a jackass. I can't believe I liked him!" Well, at least I know now that Satan's story is true. Heard it straight from the girl's mouth! It just makes me so mad. I mean, what the hell does he even see in her (besides a blonde with s...) I know I must sound like such a bitch right now but it just...UGH! I hate it! It makes me want to cry sometimes and I'm doing my best not to roll my eyes when I see them together and she's flirting with him (although I do think that I let out a frustrated sigh when I saw her hugging him.) I'm gonna ask him tommorow (if he'll even talk to me) what the hell is going on between them. I'm more mad than depressed now. God, why is it that some girls are just the center of attention to all the guys and not others. I mean, I love Kevin so much, you know that. But its like all these guys really really like her too (a random guy kissed her on the cheek and just said, "Dude! I love you so much!") Its like guys just ignore me (actually people in general ignore me. It sucks so much.)

Well, I have to go. Its really late and I'm tired (Jolt's starting to finally wear off. I've been on a caffine high since like 6:00.) Good luck with the exam and your mom. You'll be fine, trust me. And thanks for listening to me and making me feel better. Your replies mean so much to me!

TTYL!
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[Thirteen_Black_Roses]

*hugs* Don't feel bad about falling, I'm surprised you can even walk let alone jump around and dance. Just next time remember to use your good leg. Doesn't sound to me like Belt girl will last very long. Just stick it out and things will work out. I don't think he'll stay with her long if he's constantly around people he wouldn't hang out with otherwise. Just because she's a blonde with large...assests doesn't mean that she's the kind of person he's want to be friends with.

Yeah, I'll be fine. My last post was kinda written at a bad time, too... I had just come back from anime club and one of my friends brought all the leftover candy from her Halloween party and I seriously overdoesed on bottlecaps. I was soooooo wired... But by the time I got back I had crashed and was probably in a worse mood than before. I'm actually home for the weekend, and either my mom has just let it go or isn't gonna bug me about it for now. Which is good cause I'm too emotionally unstable to deal with it. I think I'm pms-ing on top of everything else. I was really expecting to get some sleep today too...but then people kept bugging me about do I want to go get a Christmas tree or come out to lunch or go to the antique place I like...and I really just wanted to be left alone cause I have [i]not[/i] been getting enough sleep. I try to sleep and I keep going over all of the stuff I have to do, building that darn TV stand in my head....I will be so glad when [i]that's[/i] over and done with. But yeah, I'm mostly holding together. Did have another minor breakdown this morning but I feel more stable than I did before. Not really better but able to actually deal with people. One more week of classes. One more week of classes, then finals week, then locking myself in my room for a couple days and sleeping. And then the Rocky Horror party Joanna wants to get together. That'll be fun. And in the meantime I always have Kingdom of Loathing. It's a really fun game that I'm now addicted to thanks to my brother. I think I'm gonna play that for a bit and watch something 'feel good' before I watch Lost Boys for class. Of course, to me something 'feel good' is like, Pirates of the Caribbean or something. I <3 Johnny Depp. Good luck on your tests and with Belt girl, and thanks. ^_^

[eclipsedmoongoddess482]

Hey! I'm finally back from a crazy performance filled, hook-up crazy weekend! *BIG HUG!*

OMG! I'm so frickin' tired. I haven't gotten much sleep either. Especially on Saturday. I was up late thinking and contemplating on how joining the theater has affected me and if I really liked the changes. I realized that some of the changes I went through were actually pretty good (I became more comfortable with who I am and became more outgoing than I ever was before.) But there were also some changes that I saw in myself that I just didn't like at all about me. For one thing, I was too self-absorbed and I completely left behind my family and other friends for this whole play and I just didn't think it was worth it. My mom and I talked about this and we both agreed that it was time that I made some changes. For one thing, I'm gonna seperate myself from Kevin right now 'cuz I've really noticed the same changes in her that I went through but its a lot worse 'cuz she doesn't see it. I mean, she just knows how to manipulate people to doing what she wants by pouting about it and then when there's a guy around (like Satan) she gives off this vibe that says "go away" (or she actually tells me to go away or as she puts it "schoochums" <_< ) I admit that I used to give that vibe off to Mary or Kevin when David was around but I don't want to be that kind of person. I decided that I'm gonna be more loyal to those I really love. I'm not gonna let boys or dating mess up my high school life either. I have too much to worry about already let alone what to do when I'm around a boy. Lol! So yeah, I learned a big lesson this weekend. Pretty cool, huh? Lmao!

The whole reason I thought about all this was because of a few things. One of them being that Kevin and Satan are now going out. I mean, I [i]should[/i] be happy for her but in all honesty...I'm not. It just seems like they're going out for the sake of going out. No real reason. The only base they have is that they "like" each other and everyone else in the theater is hooking up so why not them? Speaking of which, David finally asked Belt Girl out too. <_< Yeah, happened on Saturday but I found out on Sunday. Its funny, it didn't sting that much when I found out. Kinda annoyed me when I found out how it happened (a bunch of guys were pressuring David to ask her and she even said, "Yeah! Aren't you ever gonna ask me?" I dunno much about the whole dating scene but I'm pretty sure you take your time and you don't pressure the poor guy! ) So yeah, David is now officially taken but I'm still his friend. We talked Guns 'n Roses durring Art along with the other AP students (first time I talked to other students there. I think they finally now consider me a member of that class...yayness! I'm in the super talented art class! Lmao! )

Our last performance of The Christmas Toyshop is tomorrow. Well...it all depends on this stupid weather. I actually want it to melt by tomorrow so we can perform it. I mean, I get to skip all my classes for a pizza party for crying out loud. Lol! But if there's a 90 minute deley (which I already hate in the first place) then it'll be postponed till Wednesday or even cancelled! So I'm really praying that the snow melts soon.

DUDE! Rocky frickin' Horror?! You're so lucky! I've always wanted to go to one of those kind of parties. But no one around here ever throws one. <_< Thats it, I'm getting all the theater folk together to organize the greatest Rocky Horror party to ever grace God's green earth (almost everyone in the theater is a fan of the Rocky Horror Picture Show) Hope you feel up to going. I know how it feels to be exhausted and yet still have a bunch of crap to do. I still haven't done my geometry test. Should have done it today but I feel sound asleep in my Spanish class which is right before my Study Hall so I just decided to sleep in the art room but I ended up going on the fifth Slash-Rave since Friday. Yeah, Slash is my current obsession. I'm gonna make a portrait of him. Maybe I'll use pointalism. Or maybe ink might be more effective? I dunno. The pic I'm using is perfect. Its just Slash in his ultimate image (with the tophat, the huge hair, the sun glasses, and even a cigarette in the mouth.) How's the Lestat pic coming along? I can't wait to see it! Lol!

Hey! Here's a random question. What do you think you're theme song would be? And to make this VC-related still; What do you think Lestat's would be? Louis's? Armand's? Daniel's? Marius's? Any other character I'm forgetting? Nicki's? (I have to mention him 'cuz he's one of my faves now. Lol!) My themesong at the moment is "Welcome to the Jungle" by Guns 'n Roses. Holy crap! I told my friend Jess this and she says, "What song? I never heard of it before." OMG! How can you [i]not[/i] have heard of that song?! Its a classic! I can understand if you've never heard of Guns 'n Roses (very hard for me to do but I do nonetheless) but c'mon! Its "Welcome to the Jungle" for crying out loud! Oh boy...I'm going on another rave. Please forgive me. I'm still getting over the rave Dave, the other AP students and me almost got into when we talked about Velvet Revolver and how its really great that Slash, Duff, and Scott are back but its really not the same. It was better when Slash and Duff were in Guns 'n Roses and when Scott was in Stone Temple Pilots. Okay, I'm done raving now. I'm gonna go now. This was supposed to be a lot shorter but I tend to run at the keyboard and end up not stopping. Lol! SLASH IS THE MAN! *Cough* Sorry 'bout that...its out of my system now.

TTFN ta ta for now!

*~SilverWolf*~
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[Thirteen_Black_Roses]

Hi! I was wondering where you'd gotten to! Yeah, theatre can be all-consuming...though for me I didn't distance myself from people so much as just burn out. I think that if a guy doesn't get along with the friends you already have he's not worth it. Shouldn't give up friends and family just for the sake of a play or new relationship. At least you realized before it got too bad. ^_^ Good luck on your last show, closing night is always so sad, but so fun!

Oooh, that [i]really[/i] isn't the way to get a guy to go out with you. You don't pressure the poor guy! Asking a girl out is the hardest thing in the world for a guy to do (according to my dad anyway) so let him do it on his own time! Took months for Sean to ask me out.

Yeah, we're having a rocky horror party. Joanna asked me to dress up...may just wear a skirt, cause if they guys in the movie are, why shouldn't I? I never wear skirts. They're uncomfortable. But it's short so I can wear these high boots I have. It's gonna be fun! I have to ask...who's Slash? I don't really know music people... And...er...the Lestat pic...is...um...Look over there! *hides* Seriously I haven't touched it in...awhile. It'll get done...eventually....*shifty eyes*

Hmm...as for theme song, at the moment it's probably "I Need Some Sleep" by the Eels. It's in Shrek 2, the music-box sounding one that plays right before Shrek finds Fiona's old diary.

[i]I need some sleep,
You can't go on like this.
I tried counting sheep,
But there's one I always miss...[/i]

It's pretty, and it's pretty much how I've felt for the past week. Lestat's is simple: "Sympathy for the Devil" of course! I'll have to think about the others when I don't already have music playing...and not writing about the Federal Theatre Project.... Um...I've never heard of "Welcome to the Jungle" either...*hides* lol. I will listen to it though!

Over the weekend I watched a couple movies for Vampires...Ok, never ever EVER watch the Hunger. Is creepy. Well, maybe if you like scary movies, but even still. The 'plot' was about as deep as a puddle, David Bowie's character was the most interesting in the movie and they kill him off, and there's too much silence. See, there's dramatic silence and there's "For the love of God say something and make a plot" silence. This was the second one. It could have been a really good movie too, that's the worst part. It sounds good on paper, a vampiric ancient Egyptian Queen (though that is only alluded to in brief and needlessly confusing flashbacks) is living in modern...New York? Don't think they ever gave a location...with her vampire lover (David Bowie). Suddenly he starts to age, something that shouldn't happen to a vampire. Desperate, he seeks out the writer of a recent book on aging. He finds her in her clinic where she and her collegues are researching the 'biological clock' of chimps, proving it can be messed with. She doesn't believe the old man that "Yesterday, I was thirty," and blows him off. By the time he goes home he's ancient and decrepit, and eventually dies in Miriam's arms. Miriam takes him up to the attic of their really big house, and lays him in a coffin. Next to a large pile of coffins. "Lillian, this is John. Take care of him." She keeps her dead lovers in boxes in the attic. The rest of the movie is her vamping the girl who wrote the book, who ends up killing herself with a blade that comes out of Miriam's Anke pendant. Then the dead lovers wake up and Miriam falls through the staircase. Its one of the ones that have the hole down the middle that goes all the way to the bottom, you know the kind I mean? And then she gets old and dies in about 30 seconds. It could have been really interesting, but I guess I'll just have to write it myself. I'm completely serious about that, I'm already working on it a bit, mostly in my head.

The Lost Boys was better, I really recommend that one. It's really good. Shows it's age though, all the vampires had mullets. That one I won't ruin for you cause you should see it. The one vampire, David, reminds me a bit of Lestat for some reason. It's really funny, too.

I had to read Angels in America; Part One for Theatre Arts...it's so confusing...there's this one scene that may or may not be a dream and/or drug induced hallucination that may or may not be shared by two of the characters... And the one guy, Roy, is not gay. Nope nope. He may have picked up every STD on the planet from male prostitutes, but he isn't gay. He's "a heterosexual who screws around with men." And he doesn't have AIDS, he's got liver cancer. He's in such denial it's ridiculous. That was one uncomfortable discussion in Theatre Arts. Like Devin said, the three most uncomfortable subjects are politics, religion and sexual orientation, and this's got them in spades. I have to find part two now, if only to see if it explains just what the heck is going on. Cause I don't know.

I just found out my World Theatre final is Monday at 8am. :ph34r: I'm gonna die... Plus I tried to talk to Professor Helena about that Vampire test and she wasn't there. Not there! And the last exam is Wednesday! It'll be easy for me cause it's pretty much Interview and Lost Boys, but come on! Well, I already talked to my mom about it and she took the news rather well. Not that I was gonna get anywhere with Prof. Helena. I mean, the not in the syllabus about NO MAKEUPS! and NO EXCEPTIONS! did make that kinda clear. Oh well. It's over. And the Astronomy final on Thursday shouldn't be too bad... I should be able to get the TV stand done, I'll get the last of my shop hours done tomorrow and then I can start it... The just the World Theater midterm (monday at 8! Ahhhhhhh!) and Theatre Arts, which is Thursday (At noon. the same time class usually starts. Why can't they all be that easy?). I can do this...I hope...*whimper*

In other news...are you on Neopets? I got an invite from a 'gothic_night_wolf' and I thought it might be you... In any case it was through FAC. I used to have neopets, but then I stopped playing.

Oh well, want to get this paper done, then only five more to go! ...Darn World Theatre....

TTYL

[eclipsedmoongoddess482]

*Whimpering* Ow...my foot! Its so sore. I can't walk...well I can't walk without limping. Its almost worse than when I actually sprained it the other week 'cuz at least last week I was able to walk on the side of my foot and get around but not this time. The whole foot feels like its in a big knot and it just hurts like hell. <_<

God, I can't believe two things right now.

1. The Christmas Toyshop is truly done.
2. It has really been only a week since The Dress Rehersal From Hell

The first one I saw coming from a mile away 'cuz no matter what you can't prepare yourself for something like that. If you're enjoying making and working on something then its gonna be really hard to let go. But I'll be better once we start the next show (I'll be backstage but thats okay 'cuz it'll help me be a Thespian. )

The second unbelieving factor really is hard for me to come to grips to. I think its safe to say that last week really was the longest week of my life. So much just happened and to think that it all occured in one week just boggles my mind! :wacko: I'm sure the Opening Night weeks to come will feel just the same. Which is just fine 'cuz while there were some really hard and dramatic moments (off-stage mostly) there were fun and joyous times that I know I'll never forget. Its funny. There are these photos that the stage managers took of us rehersing one day without telling us and when I see them, I almost feel like crying. They really caught us having fun, laughing and just having a typical rehersal. My favorite picture is one that the stage managers took of me and David laughing together. I can't believe that they took a picture of us (its pretty much of us 'cuz were like right in the middle and its hard to see everyone else in the backround 'cuz its all blurry.) David likes it 'cuz it shows him wearing his lucky belt (which is an electric blue women's dress belt that he found in the prop room and the Thespian President just let him keep it.) Yeah, as much as this week sucked at some points it was also the happiest week of my life. I'm never gonna forget it.

Okay, enough of that emotional sentiment. Lol! I have a new themesong. But its temporary 'cuz it really represents how I feel. Its Aerosmith's "What it Takes" and it goes like this;

[i]Tell me that you're happy that you're on your own
Tell me that its better when you're all alone
Tell me that your body doesn't miss my touch
Tell me that my lovin' didn't mean that much
Tell me that you ain't lying when you pray for me[/i]

[i]Tell me what it takes to let you go
Tell me how the pain's supposed to go
Tell me how it is that you can sleep in the night
Without thinking that you lost everything that was good in your life
To the toss of the diiiiime
So tell me who's to blame for thinkin' twice
(No, no, no!)
'Cuz I don't wanna burn the paradice
Let it go
Let it go
(I don't wanna burn!)
Let it go[/i]


Okay, I'm sure you know what I'm thinking of when I hear this song. Yeah, thats right. I'm thinking about David when I hear this song. Sad, ain't it? But I'm just finding it so hard to let him go. I know my mom said that its really hard to be friends with someone you really like but I didn't think that it would be [i]this[/i] hard! I'd write more lyrics but I'm lazy and don't want to write it right now. But you get the idea. It hurts to see him with Belt Girl still and God knows its so hard to just grit my teeth and walk by them when they're flirting or fondling together. *Deep sigh* I just find it so hard to believe that he ended up with someone else. It just makes me question myself so much like what does she have that I don't?! (It ain't the assets I'll tell you that much 'cuz they ain't as big as the belt made them appear and I'm proud to say that I'm a DD cup so I beat her in that dept.) I mean, we like the same things, have the same goals, and we have the same warped sense of humor. We finished each other's sentences for crying out loud! Like the other day we were talking Guns 'n Roses and our convo went something like this:

Me: So Palmer spelled the Axl in Axl Rose with a freakin' E! Can you believe that?
David: *Chuckles* Dude she's such a dumbass.
Me: Exactly! I mean, by adding an E you take the whole purpose of his name out.
David: You know what happens when you rearragnge the letters in his name?
Me: Of course I do!
David: Its...
Me and David: !

In case it was blocked out again just remember what Fallacio means and you got the exact same thing in this. But yeah, its hard to let go of him but I'll get through this madness somehow. God, if there's one thing I hate more than watching THS Drama drama, its [i]being in[/i] THS Drama drama! I mean, I'm sure everyone knows about me and David and Belt Girl. Satan found out the night of the first performance ('cuz I let it slip by accident. Stupid me...) so I'm sure word got out really quick. <_<

Okay! Okay! I'm stopping myself now 'cuz this is becoming one big rant that is not fun to type and I'm sure is certainly not fun to read. I'm so sorry that you had to read through that. Its just some well-needed venting 'cuz I can never say this stuff out loud. I feel dirty or something bad mouthing about their relationship, y'know? Am I a bad person for feeling this way? :huh:

Since you said that The Hunger has very little plot, I doubt I'll watch it now. I like my movies to have a good plot or else I'm gonna fall asleep like that. *Snaps fingers* My mom watched American Angels I think. I didn't show much intrest in that (although she got annoyed with me when I told her that I'd rather watch IwtV instead.) I heard of The Lost Boys! I really want to see it! Lmao!

I used to be apart of Neopets but my account's probably deleted by now. I should start a new one! Just not with like three pets at once like I did last time. Lmao! Its funny though 'cuz that does sound like a name I'd use. But nope, I didn't send ya it. Kinda creepy now, no? Lmao! Well, I have to go now. I have a crapload of makeup work to do 'cuz I missed two days of school this week. TTYL!


*~SilverWolf*~

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If you didn't send it...who did? No one I know IRL would send me an email through FAC, they've got my other email(s). The only person I know on neopets is I [i]think[/i] my boyfriend got convinced to join. But he wouldn't send it there...I think... He does know I'm on here but he'd probably send it to my yahoo... Ok, now this is weird. Anyway.

I told you to stay off that foot! You should stay home a day or two to let it rest, I'm sure dancing on it all weekend didn't help any. Wrap it tight and lots of ice, stay off it as much as possible and keep it up on something.

Yeah, I always hate when shows end. You have to put so much of your life into something like that, and then it's all over. Backstage work is fun! What are you doing? Stagehand, costumes, props? I always did props. I was co chair of the prop dept. for three years in highschool. I miss it. You're really lucky to have those pictures, the only pictures ever taken of our rehersals were of the actors on stage. *sigh* now I wish I'd auditioned for next semester, but it was right after being sick and all...oh well, there's always next year.

Don't worry about still being upset about Belt Girl. You still need some time is all. I think you're dealing with it very well, lots of people wouldn't restrain themselves from talking about them behind their backs. It should get easier once you've had some more time. And yeah, you got censored again.

It's not just that Hunger doesn't have much plot, the real problem (for me) is that what there is could have been really good! Actually, I'm planning on stealing their "vampire getting old" idea and writing it myself. Actually, I've already started a bit. It's always been a little dream of mine to be able to see something I've written in a bookstore... I've got another idea, too, courtesy of my dad. Merlin as a vampire. Gonna have to do a lot more research for that though, like actually reading Le Morte d'Arthur. In translation of course, my French is nowhere near that good . Angels in America is OK, I hear the HBO version was really good. It's kinda hard to follow and the characters are...interesting. Like the Mormon couple, the wife's addicted to valium and the husband might be gay but he doesn't really know. And two of the characters are terminally ill. Not the happiest thing in the history of theatre. In all honesty I'd rather watch IwtV, too. And you have [i]got[/i] to see Lost Boys, the ending is right up there with the ending of Interview. It's just that fricken awesome.

Hmm. Why is it that when I'm stressed I draw pretty boys with no clothes on? Cause I just drew a naked pic of Sephiroth (with a sheet over him.... ) and I've never even played FFVII. Well, I was just watching the FMVs with this nifty little playstation decoder thingy. I kept thinking, 'he's a psychotic mama's boy, why do so many people like him?' So I drew him nekkid for no apparent reason and I'm gonna put in the title and description "Don't hate me because I'm beautiful... Hate me because I'm an effeminate psychotic killer with mommy issues, and I [i]still[/i] get more chicks than you." *shrug* Well, at least I amuse me. I tried coloring it in PSP 7 but I'm having trouble figuring it out. Figures just when I get comfortable in PSP 9...but that was only a demo. 7 is permanent because I have lovely friends who lend me things. ^_^

*sigh* I really should be writing a paper right now...or studying for the final tomorrow...or working on that Lestat pic I promised...And then I'm gonna have the FAC secret santa pic to draw on top of everything else.... Oh, did you hear about that? Theres a thread in General about a FAC secret santa drawing, you post your info (name, rating, where you want the pic sent...something else I can't remember...) and Fallen's gonna draw the names out of a hat and email people on Sunday. It looks cool.

Argh. I have 'Eyes on Me' stuck in my head. At least Faye Wong has a nice voice...I think I'm gonna have to make a new avy out of some stills from the FF8 FMVs now...I <3 FF8. There's this one shot of Seifer in the ending...well, I'm sure you'll see it eventually cause I'll have it as my avatar. Good luck with your makeup work! TTYL!

*Edit* Ok, that one shot of Seifer I mentioned now [i]is[/i] my avatar. Ok, I'm a sucker for the angsty ones, so sue me.

[eclipsedmoongoddess482]

Guess who went to hospital last night? Yeah, thats right. I did. And get ready for the big shocker...it was 'cuz of my ankle! (You may pass out from shock now if you need to. Lmao!) Yeah, I kept falling over when I got up from sitting or I would need to hold on to something so I could walk (and I went to school yesterday carrying a 50 lbs. backpack up and down stairs all day.) I got my very first X-rays taken (outside of the dentist that is.) and it wasn't as bad as I thought (I have a phobia of hospitals for some reason and I always thought getting X rays involved getting strapped down really tight and then being stuck in a dark room for a long time.) I just had to sit on a table and put my foot on different slides and I was done. Turns out that I just bruised it badly and I just need at least one day to rest and heal it. It was such a relief to find out that thats all I did to it 'cuz right after I got the X-rays they took me into the room where they put casts on ya and I was freaking out for like ten minutes thinking that I really broke my ankle or something. So I literally did nothing today but sit on my ass with an ice pack on my foot and watched Spiderman 2 all day. I love that movie! So you and my family and my friends were right about my ankle and now I'm eating crow for not listening to you all. Lmao!

OMG! I love that idea of yours about re-writing The Hunger! I wish you nothing but the absolute best of luck on it. I bet you'll do a great job. I can't wait to read it. Lol! I really should write in a journal...or at least start a journal on FAC like I said I was gonna do but I never did do. Lol!

Kevin and I really looking foward to working backstage for the next show. All I know that were doing so far is organizing our prop room which is like right next to the air vents and air heating/conditioner thingys. Just for the record, the prop room may be fairly small but its [i]very[/i] messy. With three shows a year I guess you wouldn't expect anything less. But its very hard to find old props that we may need later on in other shows. Kevin asked the Drama teacher for a schedual so we would know what days we can come in and help. Yeah, it ain't much at first glance but these hours we spend backstage will make us Thespians someday (as I have only mentioned like ten times already. Lmao!)

OMG! I seriously can't wait until Try-Outs for the musical in the spring! Yeah, I was really worried at first 'cuz a lot of people have told me that I can't sing for the life of me (and I really believed them.) Even my own mom would tease me a bit saying that I should stick to my artwork. But the other day I asked my mom if she could give me temporary singing lessons to help me make it to at least the chorus line or something (my mom is a wonderful singer. I love hearing her sing.) So we practiced some songs from a few musicals and we were coming up with nothing. I just couldn't hit the low notes she was telling me to sing. So we took a break and I told mom about how one time Andy was playing the piano and almost freaked out because he couldn't figure out the first lines of "Hakuna Matatah." So I decide to sing the first lines of the song in my own way for now particular reason and I actually sounded okay. My mom noticed that and told me to sing like that again and I did. It turned out that when I sang like this I was singing much higher notes than my mom was teaching me ('cuz she sings really low so she figured that I could only sing low like her.) So my mom told me to sing the Star Spangled Banner and I actually sang like I've been doing this for years. I was so shocked. I mean, I could [i]sing[/i]! I mean, after being told all my life I couldn't do this, it was just very totally awesome to find out that I could do this. My mom is now giving me lessons everyday so I'll be ready for Try-Outs that are this month I think. I can't wait. I mean, I could get a really good part now! Yayness!

OMG! You wanna hear something really funny? Okay, so I'm on my way to Goody's durring Study Hall and I see David hanging out at the artroom stairwell. So I (limp) over to him and wave (not very charming from his point of view I imangine. Lol!) And I start a convo by asking how he is and he just says that he's just standing doing nothing and I told him 'bout how I hate the nurse 'cuz she closes her office durring the only period I actually can see her. He says that he's sorry and that he hopes that I feel better but as he's saying this I see him looking past me for a sec and I got that weird feeling that someone was behind me (y'know how that feels, right? Like something isn't right and you need to turn around now or else you'll regret it.) So I turn around and I literally come into less than an inch away from Belt Girl! I don't know how long she was there or what she thought I was doing but all I did was jump like half-turn (saw her on the corner of my eye and just jumped like at a split second) and say in a really cheery voice, "HI!" and she smiles the exact same way I do and says "HI!" too. Of course anyone who knew the whole Me/David/Belt Girl thing would laugh their asses off when hearing this (and a few people did and Satan ended up adding, "Ooooh! That was just a waiting to happen.") I dunno what Belt Girl was really thinking when she saw me but I'm sure that "HI!" wasn't what she really wanted to say to me (just like "HI!" wasn't what I wanted to say. What I wanted to say was "Holy crap! You just scared the sh*t out of me. I'm not trying to steal your boyfriend by the way so you can quit the sneaky aproach.") Yeah, me and Belt Girl have such a shakey fakey relationship (it seems like we're on good terms on the outside and maybe at times we are but deep down inside we both know that we want the same guy and that we're not giving up that easily.)

Oh yeah! Me and Kevin are on good terms again. Before we were kind of fighting 'cuz she was being really egotistical 'cuz she could get a boyfriend and she did have one but she realized that I was right about how it wasn't a good idea to have a boyfriend right now when she's still young. So she and Satan broke up like three hours ago. Satan took it pretty well. I think its 'cuz he saw it coming like a mile away. I'm just glad that things are back to normal. And we both made a promise to each other to never let guys get in the way of our friendship again. (Dammit! I was trying so hard to not sound like an afterschool special but it was inevitable... <_< ) We even made a vow to not date till we're in college and even then we'll ask each other's permission to date a guy. Lol! We love each other like sisters. Its great! I feel kinda sheepish though 'cuz I kept saying to Kevin on the phone "I love you! Remember that! It'll be okay." It was really emotional and I think at one point Kevin said, "Yeah, remember I love you like a sister." So I felt bad 'cuz it did sound like I meant something else but really I meant that I love her like a sister too. Lmao! So she won't worry 'bout Satan and I'm done with David. I'm still his friend but nothing more which is how it should be right now. Lol! There will be other Davids in college I'm sure so I ain't too worried. Lol!

*GASP!* You mocked Sephiroth-sama! How dare you! I can't believe you! BTW...I'm just kidding. I'm not mad. But Sephiroth [i]is[/i] my fave FFVII character (actually he's tied with Vincent Valentine who is also extremely awesome too.) Please post that nakey pic of Sephy-sama soon! I really wanna see it. Lmao! BTW, I love you avatar even if it [i]is[/i] of Seifer. I am sad to say that I have never really liked him. I played FFVIII addictivly before and I always saw him as a pain in the ass to get through before getting to the really important boss. I've always liked Irvine and Squall. Mostly Irvine thought for some strange reason. s usually annoy the hell outta me but still...I think its the cowboy getup. Yeah, that has to be it. Lmao! No other explination. Riana annoys the hell out of me though. Dunno why. Leading ladies have always annoyed me though which is why I love FFVII so much 'cuz there's a love triangle in it that never gets resolved so its up to your imagination to decide who Cloud ends up with.

I should get new avatar. Where did you get yours? Do they have Sephiroth avatars? Or maybe of Sqall? I'm getting tired of my Gangsta Bitch Barbie avatar. It was funny for a while but its getting old now. Lol!

Oh God! Before I go, listen to this. If I lost any weight durring The Christmas Toyshop (which I did. I could fit into jeans that were really tight before but are practically falling off now) it came back today. I pigged out so badly today and I feel so guitly! You wanna know what I ate? I ate today...

1. Bowl of Special K cereal
2. Cheez-its, popcorn and three chocolate coins (my mom brought all this up so I wouldn't get up to get lunch or anything.)
3. Ice cream! (I don't eat ice cream! But my freaking P.M.Sing is making me crave this of all things. Why couldn't I have been craving something healthy like carrots or cheese?)
4. Ranch chicken and bell pepper pizza (Two slices 'cuz it was so good. Best pizza I ever had since all we usually get is bacon or olive neither of which are pizzas that I really like.)
5. CAKE! (This is what is making me guilty. After all this junk food I ate today I got myself a big slice of cake that my mom made today and I couldn't resist.)

So you see why I feel so guilty? I was doing so good and I blew it today. And since my foot is on hiatus for the weekend, I can't work it all off on my stairstepper. <_< Yeah, I needed to vent about that (can't vent about my weight to my mom 'cuz she'll tell me to not say bad things about my body.)

Well, I'm gonna go now. I'm really tired and I need some sleep. Hey, a long day of sitting on your ass takes a lot out of ya. Lmao! J/K!


TTFN, ta ta for now!

*~SilverWolf*~


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[Thirteen_Black_Roses]

Silver, I hate to say this but... I [i]told[/i] you so! Sorry, couldn't resist. I never get to say that... Anyway, I'm glad it's just bruised. Now you stay off it! You have all weekend, don't you go anywhere! Watch Interview over and over! You'll be having more fun than I am... But! When I went to World Theatre Colleen announced that everyone who came to class only had to write FOUR sythesis essays instead of five!! And we went over the terms for the identification, and since we came we know which twenty-five are gonna be on the test and the people who didn't have to study all thirty! Score! :D

Well, see, what I'm doing isn't re-writing [i]The Hunger[/i], it's stealing the good ideas and making my own story. Speaking of, if you can think of any good names for a vampire who is over 1000 years old (born 8th C) could you let me know? He keeps changing his name... It's Locke at the moment but I [i]know[/i] that's not gonna stick cause I don't like it. I've got some bits written already, but re-writing vampire mythology is hard work! Basically I'm waiting for 'Locke' to tell me more, it's like he's standing behind me dictating and I'm just writing it down. It reminds me of how Anne Rice described writing Lestat actually... @_@

Aww, you're so lucky to be working on a musical...there's no musical coming up at Pitt... I hope you get in! Only musical I ever got in was My Fair Lady, I was a maid. I hope you get a better part than that! What show are you doing? Musicals are fun! And there's almost always lots of parts for sopranos. ;)

That wasn't very nice of Belt Girl, sneaking up on you. You should get crutches btw, it'll help. Stay off the ankle! I can just imagine the scene... I hope things smooth out soon.

I'm glad you and Kevin worked things out. I think waiting to date till college is a good idea, cause if you date in high school you might end up going to college in the middle of nowhere just to go to the same school and then you break up and you're stuck in the middle of nowhere with your ex...that happend to a couple I graduated with. They went to school in Wisconsin or Montana or something like that. I think at least one of them has transfered. And yes there will be other Davids in college, trust me the guys are much better. And if the cute guy behind you tries to make conversation on the first day of class... :wub: Yeah, that's how I met my boyfriend. :D

Yup, I mocked Sephiroth-sama. And what do you mean put him up soon, I put him up a couple minutes after I posted that! See? God, I can't believe I'm drooling over something I drew myself...I'm sure my boyfriend is gonna think I'm weird, but... ^_______^ Yeah, I'm kinda pleased with how the anatomy came out. ^_^

I always kinda liked Seifer, myself...maybe it's cause I'm sure he's doing Squall 'off camera.' Or that could be my dirty imagination influenced by VGR. But I didn't get that anywhere, I made it. I found a nifty little program that lets me view PSX FMVs on my computer. And I've got FFVII and FF8. I'd be more than happy to make you an avy from either game, just let me know what and who you want! I can get you anything from any FMV in 8, 7 I'm having some problems with but I think I've got most of the important bits (Sephiroth in the flames of Nieblheim, death of Aerith, Seph stealing Jenova...you know.) Just let me know! I <3 my avy...I saw the ending of FF8 (on my computer cause I'm still trying to finish disk 3) and when Seifer looked up I thought, "Ooh! Want for avy! Yay!" So I took a screencap, cropped the edges and shrunk it. It's purdy.

You know, watching the FF7 FMVs made me think of an old Mac Hall comic. I'm gonna change it slightly for Final Fantasy relevance though...

"What are you doing?"
"Playing Final Fantasy X."
"Why aren't you playing Final Fantasy VII?"
"It looked like old ass."
"Hey, that's [i]classic[/i] ass."

Only thing I changed was the game titles, it was originally World of Warcraft and Everquest. But that's what it makes me think of. When they move it looks like claymation! Everyone may hate FF8 except me, but it's preeeety.

Yeah, I know how you feel. I lost almost ten pounds last semester (mostly through not eating...I'd look at the clock around ten at night and realize I hadn't eaten dinner... ) and now it's all back. And I just got all these sexy clothes over the summer, too... Ah well. I'll work out over break. It's probably that almost everything I eat is pre-made and microwavable. Oh well.

I really should be working on my papers....whatever. There's always tomorrow. 'Night.

[eclipsedmoongoddess482]

Yes! Yes! You definetly told me so. Lmao! And I feel so much better right now even though I went to the mall this morning to do my Christmas shopping. And lemme ask ya something; Hot Topic is no place to bring your parents to, right? I mean, I was so afraid that my mom was gonna freak out when she saw some of the heavy metal band shirts but if anything the worst she and my dad did was call me over every five seconds to try on a shirt 'cuz they forgot what bands I liked (and to just make it easier I said I like all of these bands but [i]please[/i] get me the marching hammers shirt!) Yeah, they were Christmas shopping for me and I never made them a list so they were just shopping for me there (but they still made me leave the store when they had to make the purchace...as if I didn't know they were getting me the same shirts that I tried on and said I loved. Lol! I actually got a pair of jeans that aren't torn and ripped up! Yayness! But I just might tear them up anyway just because I like that style. And I got a studded belt too...and I just remembered that its the exact same belt that Belt Girl wears on her jeans (and her chest. Lol!) But I don't care. I also got a studded wrist collar which totally kicks ass. Lol! I love what I got my friend Jess though. She's a major fan of the band, Queen and I bought her this brand new band shirt that just got realeased today so no one has this shirt yet. And I got my friend Liz one of those happy bunny t-shirts that says, "Oh look! Its that crazy person again!" And when I give it to her I'll say, "Liz, this is what I think every day that I see you. Merry Christmas." Lmao! She'll just say, "Okay" which in Liz-talk means "You're freakin' stupid." I have my own code. In Silver-ish "Oh really?" means "You're a dumbass." 'Cuz I say "Oh really?" to Liz a lot and she pointed that out and I told that I really think that she's a dumbass when I say it. We're just kidding but its fun to just randomly say "Oh really" to her and she gets really insulted and no one else knows what we mean. Lmao! :lol:

I'm in love with the gift I got Marth. I went to good 'ol Walden's bookstore for all my anime needs and of course I find that they now stock plushies and I found the absolute cutest Inuyasha plushie! :wub: And it was only $15! Its so cute...and my mom won't get me one for Christmas. Yeah, she said that she wasn't gonna waste her money on that and that I have to waste my own money on that stuff. I was trying so hard to resist the Sesshomaru wall scroll there too. 'Cuz I'm taking down my anime posters, wall scrolls, etc. and I'm putting up posters of Slash the MAN, Guns 'n Roses, AEROSMITH (I have to capitalize them. I love this band so much and if given the chance I would do Steve Tyler in a second. Yes thats how much I love them. ) and AC/DC of course. And I need a new freaking bed spread. I still have my parent's old bed spread and its [i]pink[/i] of all colors! I doubt mom'll let me get a black bed spread. She'll let me go punk but not goth which is what I don't want to do but she just doesn't want me to be too dark and depressing. Lol! I'd like a nice crimson bed spread. Like Lestat's! He had red sheets on his bed, right? Red sheets are sexay...and they hide you're just-got-your-friend-in-your-sleep stains. Lol! Me and Kevin were discussing that and we both agree that red and black are the best for that problem. Lol! I'm due for mine like any day, minute, or possibly second. I was P.M.Sing so badly on Thursday. I was just in an overall bad mood. You ever get really annoyed or mad at just one person when P.M.Sing? For no particular reason but at that time of month you don't want to see that person. Rian is that person for me. He's just an overly optimistic person most of the time and when I'm mad at the world or depressed I don't want to be around all that happiness. Weird, no? Lol! Yeah, I'm just rambling now 'cuz these are just what I'm thinking right now. Seriously! I'm just writing down my train of thought and lets just hope I don't lose it which I tend to do a lot. Lol!

Oh! I was talking about Christmas presents! Lmao! Wow...*reads what I just typed* I went [i]way[/i] off topic. Amazing how one's thought pattern works, non? Lmao! Okay, anyway, Kevin was hard to shop for 'cuz even though she likes movies she's seen just about every movie in existence. We once went to Blockbuster and we played a game called "I've Seen That" and she cleared out the entire left side of the store and like a third of the right side. :wacko: So instead of a movie I got her the Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers game for the Gamecube. I think she'll like it. ^_^

I just need to get presents for my bro, mom, dad, Steph, and Andrea. Steph and my bro are easy 'cuz Steph loves anything Spongebob and my bro is an MTV junkie so anything from the latest band will make him happy. Lol!

I need to make a present for you. I'll work on it tonight or when I finish my requests. I have a solution to how I can make these requests faster! I make chibi pics. I can draw a chibi version of anyone in like five minutes so it'll be cake-walk. Lol!

OMG! I love that Sephy pic! You've done Sephy-sama proud. Ish very sexay! I'll leave a comment after I post this reply. I saw it last night after I typed my last reply but I was tired and lazy. Lol! I'll leave one tonight. I love that piccy so much!

OMG! You would really make an avatar for me?! That is so sweet of you! Um...*thinks for a sec* Sephiroth! I'd like spaz out for a Sephy-sama avatar. You can choose what it looks like just as long as it has Sephiroth. I should really start playing FFVII and FFVIII but I think I'm cursed or something 'cuz everytime I get to the final boss of the game my game gets erased by curious five year olds (i.e my cousins or the kids I babysit.) And I just don't feel like going through all that battling again. <_<

I could think of a name for ya! I do like Locke but if you don't like it then there's no point in it. Hmmmm...I've always liked Raphael. Its French! Oh! Or Hunter or maybe Caleb (real vampire name! Ever see Port Charles? It really rips off TVL. No lie! Watch the Soap oprea channel at like 6:00 A.M. Thats when its on and its even on where the vampire Caleb comes back and he forms his own rock band. But he's really evil and uses the music to control people and then make them vampires. He's looking for his lost love, Olivia who really does look like a woman version of Louis! Jet black hair and emerald eyes. But Olivia is a real bitch and Louis's opposite, pesonality wise. I'm telling ya, you have to watch this just for a laugh. Its so obvious that they copied TVL. Its the closet thing you'll get to a VC soap oprea though so I actually do like this and I watch it with my mom every morning. She got me hooked. Lol!) What was I talking about? Oh yeah! Names! Um...I'm gonna have to get back to ya on that. I have to ask Marth about this 'cuz she's writing a vampire story too and she has a list of cool names that she never used. I'll ask if I can borrow it and then I'll write the list on here. How does that sound? They are even some elven names on there if I recall so there are some really exotic names on that list. What does Locke look like? I picture him with black hair and being tall. Am I right? Maybe its just the name though. Lol! Hey! If you describe what he looks like then I can draw him! Please lemme be the first to draw him! Please please pleeeease! Lmao!

The musical we're doing is Oklahoma. Its still a rumor but its kind of a set-in-stone rumor 'cuz the drama teacher has all these notes she wrote reminding her to ask the stage managers to order scripts for Oklahoma. Mom says that I need to really work hard on my voice 'cuz while its good, I'm still kinda shakey when I sing in front of people and I can't be like that. Kevin's gonna most likely take lessons with me. Do you know much about Oklahoma? If so, do you think you can tell me some things about it? Like is it romantic? I hope its romantic. Lol! Yeah, I'm just like begging for a stage kiss or something 'cuz those are pretty fun to do (we have a weird way of doing stage kisses and if you do a stage kiss with Andy he blows air into your mouth or tries to make you laugh. Lol!)

Well, I have to go now. Places to go, drawings to draw, so on and so fourth. TTFN ta ta for now!


*~SilverWolf*~
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[Thirteen_Black_Roses]

Yeah...I've been in Hot Topic with my parents...

Me: 'this-is-so-frikken-weird...'
Dad: *looking at chains* "You could get these so much cheaper at a hardware store."
Lable: 'Bondage Chains'
Me:

And this was the week after I'd come across an interesting LJ convo about rope...

Heh, you're lucky, you actually know what to get your friends for Christmas. I have no idea. I do have a little thing for my boyfriend, but it's more of a gag gift. Sushi coasters, cause he likes sushi. It's a running joke, him telling me to try sushi and me going on about how gross raw fish is. And I have no idea what my parents are getting for me...I can just imagine that conversation... "What do you want for Christmas?" "A Wacom tablet..." "And how much do those cost?" "Ehm...alot..." I looked it up and those things run almost $100 for the 4x5 ones, and that's little!

I wish I could have posters up at home, but I can only really have them at school cause I share a room with my sister. She doesn't want [i]any[/i] posters up, but my musical posters are up and she can just deal. She won't let me put anything else up though. I don't have any band posters, just anime, van Helsing and Harry Potter PoA. I don't remember what kind of sheets Lestat had...did she ever mention that? I bet that would be good, cranberry colored sheets are also good for that...not that I know from experience or anything... I don't really get mad at people when I'm PMS-ing, well, not usually, I just lose control of my emotions. Something perfectly innocuous could happen and I'm fighting back tears. I think I was supposed to get mine last week...I've been off all semester. But I've been craving chocolate so it's probably soon.

Ooh, TT is really fun. I've played it with my brothers on co-op, it's good. Hard in spots though. If I recall correctly in some places you almost [i]need[/i] co-op to get through. I love LotR...I want the extended RotK and I want it NOW! *sings* "Dooon't caaaare how, I want it NOOOOW!" Ok, I'm in a weird mood.

Yup, isn't Sephiroth just the sexiest? I find myself just staring at that pic and drooling. I almost put it as my desktop image but I think that would weird out my roommate...

You sure you don't have a specific Sephy moment you want on an avatar? I've got most of the good ones I think, even though the program I'm using doesn't seem to want to work with FF7. Well, if you think of anything, lemme know, but for the moment see the bottom of this post. I figured it's the quintisential image of Sephiroth, and it's one where I can use the [i]pretty[/i] Sephy instead of duplo block Sephy, cause FF7 graphics are ugly. I actually have that pic as my wallpaper, I was thinking about working on my finals papers and suddenly it became very important to replace the image of Sora from Kingdom Hearts that I'd been using, and I had to do it right then. So I now have Sephiroth staring rather sexily out of my computer screen. ^_^ I'm such a procrastinator...aside from that I completely colored and uploaded a pic of Squall, and started on a pic for a contest.

If you could give me some name suggestions I'd be forever grateful. He keeps changing it on me...no idea what's gonna stick. Though I get the impression that he has used many different names, so maybe that's why...well, I still have no idea what name he's using in the time of the book. I'll run the names by him. I've never seen that show, I don't get the Soap channel at school and I [i]never[/i] see 6am if I can help it. Only if I've been up all night. Not a morning person. Yeah. a list of names would be great, cause I really do get the feeling he's changed it alot. Moved around so much and all, had too keep making new identities so no one ever realized he never aged. I'm flattered, but, see, you [i]can't[/i] be the first one to draw him cause he's already on FAC. I linked him in my last post. You can still draw him though. ^_^ Medium dark brown hair, any length and hairstyle you like, he's certainly been around long enough to try everything, and blue-green eyes. With a little bit of gold around the pupil, I'm thinking of using that as how vampires identify one another. Seven pencils I used on his eyes! Seven! My dear little narcissist. :lol:

[i]Ooooooklahoma where the wind comes sweeping down the plains...and the waving wheat can sure smell sweet when the wind comes right behind the raaaaaain![/i] Ok....so I've never actually worked on Oklahoma, and I have to confess I've never even watched the whole thin. But we had to sing the song in the fifth and sixth grade musical in elementary school, which was really just an amalgamation of random songs with no real connection. They were kinda dumb. I [i]think[/i] it's romantic...most musicals are... I really have no idea. You know what I really want to work on? Into the Woods and The Secret Garden. I love those shows.

Well, now I have three more papers to write...Christmas pics to draw...and I'm even gonna have my computer at home over break! I couldn't last year cause there was nowhere to put it, but I'm gonna be able to actually scan and upload stuff while I'm home! Cause the scanner we have at home is total crap and has [i]never[/i] worked right...

Argh. There's a contest thread about the seven deadly sins, and I've had 'The Seven Deadly Virtues' from Camelot stuck in my head all night. <_<

TTFN!

[eclipsedmoongoddess482]

<_< Oh God...mom's cake and me have a very abusive relationship.

Me: Okay, I gotta get something quick and easy to get and eat so I can take my pain killers.
Cake: Eat me! All you have to do is cut a slice and eat! C'mon! You know you want to!
Me: No! Must resist! I already had a piece of you this morning when I had to take my pills but I won't give in this time!
Cake: Well its either me or you take your chances with the top cabinet.
Me: Arrrgh! All right! You win...*cuts a tiny slice of cake* I hate you so much right now.
Cake: I know. Heh, heh, heh...

I seriously can't wait until that stupid cake is gone. Its so tasty and thats the problem! Its too good and I can't say no to it. Tommorow, I'm so going back to the theater diet. One energy bar and a bottle of seltzer water durring the day and a good dinner at night. Lol!

Not much to say about today. It was really boring. My parents were out shopping all day so it was just my brother and me home alone today. Took a very well needed shower and I feel much better now. I'm really dreading school right now. Just got my progress report and I have a 74 in geometry so far. Thats really bad for me so I really have to raise the bar. Even though my teacher is really boring and is always on my case. <_< I hate math so much. Its always been my problem subject. I'll do great in all my other classes except that one class! I had weird nightmares about it last night too. Really gave me a guilt trip 'cuz next to my Spanish grade was a comment which said, "Dishonest Behavior." I can only guess that its referring to how I forge passes to leave my Spanish teacher's room durring Study hall so I can go to Goody's for the period. Great, just what I need...another guilt trip.

Lol! I would laugh if my dad said that while in Hot Topic. My mom would probably tell me to stay away from those chains. She was telling me yesterday to steer clear of the back of the store 'cuz thats where the really gothic merchandice is and if I recall right she said, "Stay away from that section. There's way too much witchy-poo stuff there." GAH! Thats why I was pretty embarassed yesterday 'bout bringing them in. Or my she told my dad to "stand guard" in front of the dressing room while I changed. I don't need to be babied like that. <_< Oh well...thats how they are. Can't change it.

Oh yeah! I just rememebered something I forgot to say last night. While in Hot Topic I came across all this Batman stuff and they had these really cool necklaces with the Batman logo on it (they were for guys though 'cuz they were chain necklaces.) Of course I thought of David when I saw this 'cuz he loves Batman (first day I met him I remember that he wore his favorite Batman shirt) and this necklace would look really great with that shirt. My mom comes over and our convo went something like this;

Mom: Whatcha looking at? *Sees me with the necklace* Oh! I didn't know you like Batman.
Me: I do but not too much. But I know someone who really does.
Mom: Really? Who?
Me: David! He loves Batman and I was thinking that *mumbles this last part 'cuz Mom is giving a look that already says "no."* it would be a good...Christmas present for him...?
Mom: Silver...let's be reasonable here. Now, you know David has a girlfriend.
Me: I know that! I'm not looking for a boyfriend, but David is my friend and I'm buying presents for all of my friends so...
Mom: So...I don't think David's girlfriend is going to appreciate you buying him a gift. Don't you think so?
Me: Well...
Mom: Imagine if you were David's girlfriend and she got him something. How would you feel?
Me: *Mumble* I wouldn't care 'cuz I wouldn't be so freakin' possesive. *Outloud* I wouldn't care. She's a friend of his so I'd accept that.
Mom: Well you don't know how she may think of it. For all you know, she's a real witch and can think you're trying to steal him from her. Besides, do you really think that David is gonna like you any more if you get him this?
Me: Of course not but...
Mom: Trust me on this Silver.

And it pretty much ended like that. I pouted for like five minutes and then let it go. I'm gonna ask Jess and Liz if they can pick up the necklace for me and I'll pay them back. I don't care what Belt Girl thinks. Its not my fault if she's gonna feel threatened by me. I really think David's gonna like this. Plus, its Christmas! You're supposed to give gifts to those you like and love and I like David so its only right that I get him a little something for Christmas. ^_^

Dude, I'm so drawing Locke now! I saw your piccy of him and I love him! Haven't even read the story and I already love him. Lmao! I'll see Marth tommorow and then I can get the list of names. She had some really cool ones but I've said that already so I won't say it again. Lol!

Grrrrrr...my CD's skipping now! I found my CD of 80s rock music laying under another CD and a cup in my bro's room (with no case, he just took them out of the player and left them there.) He thought that I didn't want it so he took it to school for the past two weeks. Now its all scratched which really sucks 'cuz this is my favorite CD. Take my advice; Never train younger siblings to like the same music you do. They just end up taking your CDs without permission 'cuz they can't buy them themselves and you won't see the CD for at least a month and even when you get it back, you'll be lucky if you can still listen to it.

Well, I gotta go now. I wanna draw Locke now! Lol! TTFN, ta ta for now!


*~SilverWolf*~


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[eclipsedmoongoddess482]

Oh yeah. Thank you sooooooooo much for the avatar! Ish so ay! I love it to bits! *Hugglez avatar* Thank you so much! ^-^ All I have to do now is figure out how to save this into the right file so I can use it. Lol! The Brad Pitt avatar is temporary 'cuz I was messing around with the files trying to find the Sephy avatar but I ended up ly posting this. I'll fix it tommorow when I have more time and patience. Lol!
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[Thirteen_Black_Roses]

Hi! OMG I just found the funniest meme in a friend's LJ. It's about what superhero group you'd be in. I get powers like 'dodging responsibility,' one of my weeknesses was stairs, one of the names that came up was 'Mamma Mammary,' and I'm a member of the Orgasmonauts. I am amused.

Mmm...I like cake...I want cake now...lol. I never worry about stuff like that, which is probably why I gained ten pounds this semester.

Good luck with Spanish! I know how you feel. I already told you about vampires, and I would've had a D on my World Theatre midterm if I hadn't gotten an A on the essays.

"Witchy-poo stuff?" Gee...she probably wouldn't like half my friends then... One of my friends is Wicca, and another is kinda Wiccan but not really, if that makes any sense. At least you know what to get people for Christmas...I only know what I'm getting my brother. They've got really cheap Gundam model kits at Phantom of the Attic down the street, and he loves Gundam Seed. When he is older I shall train him in the ways of the Otaku. ^_^

Ooooh, I can't wait to see your pic of Locke! I'm excited! I wish I had something about him for you to read, but he hasn't been very talkative past couple days, which is just fine cause finals start tomorrow...at 8am...argh. I'm hoping to get all the wood cut for my project tomorrow, too, so I can work on it. There has to be a faculty member or grad student around to be allowed to use the saws n stuff, but you can use the staple gun and screwgun on your own.

Heh, I'll keep that in mind, but it's more me liking the same music they do. My sister's got decent taste. Oh, speaking of music. My siblings and I do a grabbag for Christmas so we don't all have to get stuff for everybody, and she's getting me a Guns N' Roses cd. I know cause she just called me today (from the mall) and we figured out who was buying for whom and I told her what I wanted. But really, just calling and saying "We're at the mall," when I have to stay here and study is just cruel. Grrr. I wanna go to the mall, haven't been for a month!

Well, I really need to work on the papers that I didn't work on yesterday cause I'm lazy. TTYL!


*Later*: Ooooh, I just read your comment on Sephy. Silver's a naughty naughty girl! Seriously though...why was there a kitten? ...must not make dirty joke...must not make dirty joke about pussy-cat....though I think I already did... *dies laughing*

[eclipsedmoongoddess482]

Dude! Where is that site? I wanna try that. Lmao! nauts...funny stuff man! Lmao!

God...I seriously hate P.M.S. It sucks beyond reason. I'm really tired and sick 'cuz of it but I can't stay home 'cuz I missed too many days already due to my busted ankle. And I tried to have singing lessons with my mom. I say "tried" 'cuz my voice was shot to crap today. If I learned anything today its that P.M.S effects your singing skills a lot. My voice box is all swollen 'n crap so I couldn't even reach the high notes I normally can hit. Mom says that we'll just put off the lessons till I'm through P.M.Sing (which I feel like I've been in for llike ever.)

Oh man, Kevin and I really miss the theater right now. Its like borderline depression! We stayed after today to get our scheduals for when we can work backstage but we went to the theater afterwards 'cuz we just couldn't resist. It was great to see everyone again after...one week I think? Okay, it really hasn't been that long but it feels like it. Ran into David after school too. We literally ran into each other 'cuz the hallways are so crowded. We talked for like two minutes but when we got to the theater Belt Girl was there and when she's there, I leave. Simple as that.

Okay, speaking of David, I don't know what to do about his Christmas gift! My mom and my friend Liz say that its a bad idea to get him a gift for the following reasons:

1. He has a girlfriend (and its her job to buy her tacky necklaces!-As Liz so delicatly put it.)
2. I could've been a potential girlfriend and he could think that I'm still after him and the gesture could even be seen as desprete.
3. He ain't even worth the $7!

But Jess and Kevin say I should get him the gift 'cuz...

1. He is my friend and this year I'm buying gifts for all of my friends
2. I shouldn't care what Belt Girl thinks I'm doing just as long I know that my intentions are innocent
3. Just tell him that I thought of him when I saw the necklace and just had to buy it for him. (Kevin's idea)

What do you think I should do? Both sides have three very good reasons. Personally, I kinda want to get him the gift but can I do that? I'm his friend so it should be okay. But does he see me as someone who flirts with him or even as an ex-possible girlfriend? Yeah, I'm confused. I don't know the girlfriend/boyfriend rules. 'Least not the ones that say that you can't recieve gifts from the opposite sex. What do you think I should do? Most likely I'll go with whatever you say. I just need a tie-breaking vote and I can trust you with this decision. You have a boyfriend afterall.

YES! Come! Come to the Slash side! We have cookies! Well, maybe not cookies but we do have some damn good rock music! Lmao! Dude that is so awesome. Jess asked me what CDs she could get me and of course I asked for GnR CDs. Lol!

OMG! I drew Locke! I drew Locke! And he's freaking SEXY!!! No lie. You'll be pleasently surprised when you see this piccy. He was really fun to draw. I just wish that I had a gold colored pencil for the eyes. I thought I did but it dissapered on me. :huh: But it still looks pretty good. I just sent it in for approval like twenty minutes ago. Should be on my profile. I really hope you like it! ^_^

Well, I gotta go now. I'm falling asleep at the keyboard and I would much rather sleep in my bed. Lol! TTFN ta ta for now!


*~SilverWolf*~


P.S Oh! Oh! I'll make the dirty joke! There was a next to Sephy's [i]other[/i] . *Wink, wink* Which do you think was longer? Frankly, from under the sheet the first was longer and yes, I'm referring to the cat. Lmao! I couldn't resist! I didn't even see the dirty joke till you pointed it out. I just know that kittens are the most random animals to find under things. Lol!
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[eclipsedmoongoddess482]

Dude! Where is that site? I wanna try that. Lmao! nauts...funny stuff man! Lmao!

God...I seriously hate P.M.S. It sucks beyond reason. I'm really tired and sick 'cuz of it but I can't stay home 'cuz I missed too many days already due to my busted ankle. And I tried to have singing lessons with my mom. I say "tried" 'cuz my voice was shot to crap today. If I learned anything today its that P.M.S effects your singing skills a lot. My voice box is all swollen 'n crap so I couldn't even reach the high notes I normally can hit. Mom says that we'll just put off the lessons till I'm through P.M.Sing (which I feel like I've been in for llike ever.)

Oh man, Kevin and I really miss the theater right now. Its like borderline depression! We stayed after today to get our scheduals for when we can work backstage but we went to the theater afterwards 'cuz we just couldn't resist. It was great to see everyone again after...one week I think? Okay, it really hasn't been that long but it feels like it. Ran into David after school too. We literally ran into each other 'cuz the hallways are so crowded. We talked for like two minutes but when we got to the theater Belt Girl was there and when she's there, I leave. Simple as that.

Okay, speaking of David, I don't know what to do about his Christmas gift! My mom and my friend Liz say that its a bad idea to get him a gift for the following reasons:

1. He has a girlfriend (and its her job to buy her tacky necklaces!-As Liz so delicatly put it.)
2. I could've been a potential girlfriend and he could think that I'm still after him and the gesture could even be seen as desprete.
3. He ain't even worth the $7!

But Jess and Kevin say I should get him the gift 'cuz...

1. He is my friend and this year I'm buying gifts for all of my friends
2. I shouldn't care what Belt Girl thinks I'm doing just as long I know that my intentions are innocent
3. Just tell him that I thought of him when I saw the necklace and just had to buy it for him. (Kevin's idea)

What do you think I should do? Both sides have three very good reasons. Personally, I kinda want to get him the gift but can I do that? I'm his friend so it should be okay. But does he see me as someone who flirts with him or even as an ex-possible girlfriend? Yeah, I'm confused. I don't know the girlfriend/boyfriend rules. 'Least not the ones that say that you can't recieve gifts from the opposite sex. What do you think I should do? Most likely I'll go with whatever you say. I just need a tie-breaking vote and I can trust you with this decision. You have a boyfriend afterall.

YES! Come! Come to the Slash side! We have cookies! Well, maybe not cookies but we do have some damn good rock music! Lmao! Dude that is so awesome. Jess asked me what CDs she could get me and of course I asked for GnR CDs. Lol!

OMG! I drew Locke! I drew Locke! And he's freaking SEXY!!! No lie. You'll be pleasently surprised when you see this piccy. He was really fun to draw. I just wish that I had a gold colored pencil for the eyes. I thought I did but it dissapered on me. :huh: But it still looks pretty good. I just sent it in for approval like twenty minutes ago. Should be on my profile. I really hope you like it! ^_^

Well, I gotta go now. I'm falling asleep at the keyboard and I would much rather sleep in my bed. Lol! TTFN ta ta for now!


*~SilverWolf*~


P.S Oh! Oh! I'll make the dirty joke! There was a next to Sephy's [i]other[/i] . *Wink, wink* Which do you think was longer? Frankly, from under the sheet the first was longer and yes, I'm referring to the cat. Lmao! I couldn't resist! I didn't even see the dirty joke till you pointed it out. I just know that kittens are the most random animals to find under things. Lol!
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[Thirteen_Black_Roses]

I love you. I love you I love you I love you!!!! *glomps piccy of Locke* OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *pants* OK, you can read the rest of the excessive fangirling in the comment on the picture. Short version: I really really love it. :wub: ^_____________________^ It's just so [i]him[/i]! And you haven't even read anything about him, are you psychic or something?


The meme is off an LJ, I'll PM you a link to mine or something. It's just me whining alot, but the meme is funny.

Ahh...hard question... Well, John is my friend and I'm getting him something even though he's got a boyfriend....not that I have any idea [i]what[/i]....but then I've known him since beginning of high school. Really...I don't know. With the tension between you and Belt Girl, and since they got together so recently, it might not be a good idea. Unless you get both of them something, in which case it can't be seen as trying to win him over. You could always wait to see if things settle down and give it to him for his birthday or graduation or something. Ah, so much pressure! It's true I have a boyfriend, but I didn't even meet him till last January! I don't know these things, he's my first boyfriend! I'm gonna have to go with your mom on this one, she probably knows what she's talking about more than I do. Unless you get something for Belt Girl too so your intentions can't be misconstrued.

...I think they censored your dirty joke. It doesn't make much sense any more.

Oooh, have you ever read Pienemien's Ray? It's so good. I'm about half way through it, spent most of the time doing a really complicated coloring job on a dragon and she looks soooo pretty, kinda reminds me of a big parrot. Wait...I was talking about Ray...it's really good. Cute, funny, yaoi... ^_^ Well, not so much yet, or at least yet as of 130ish where I am. Read. You must. The power of yaoi compels you! :lol:

Gah, I'm gonna be up all night reading this comic...at least I've got Locke to keep me company! ^_^ *huggles Locke* Hmmm...I should make a Locke plushie over break.... ^_^ When I've gotten enough written that it's actually possible to follow some kind of story, you'll be the first to know. But he's not talking to me until after finals he said. <_<

[eclipsedmoongoddess482]

*Shivering* Brrrrr...so cold. Very cold in my basement. I wish the heater was still down here. And it doesn't help that I'm only wearing a UCONN Husky t-shirt and purple pajama bottoms (not the fashon shatement of the year but its very comfy and thats all that matters. Lol!)

Awwwwww! I'm so glad you love it so much. I did Locke proud! Yayness! Dude, it is never a good idea to draw a realistic person from memory. Especially if that person is Slash. I tried drawing a realistic picture of him durring Lunch in the library and it came out like crap. <_< Yeah, and Slash has a very small head. But thats not about what I drew in the library. I'm working on a portfolio project. Its gonna be a pen and ink portrait of Slash. Its hard though 'cuz his huge hat makes me screw up the head size. It looks smaller than it should be but in reality its actually too big. I'm gonna have to work on it more tommorow.

OMG! I felt so abandoned today! Mr. Leger's entire AP class went to the Metropolitan Museum in NYC today! I felt so dissapointed that I didn't find out about this trip sooner (knew about it since Friday but I figured that it was too late to ask and Mr. Leger probably wouldn't have let me go 'cuz I'm technically not apart of his AP class even though I'm accepted into it.) Goody said that she was surprised that I didn't go and that I should've 'cuz I'm always hanging out in the art room and working on different projects. I've always wanted to go there too. I heard there's a sculpture of the Arch Angel by Michelangelo. I've wanted to see that sculpture up close for so long but I missed my chance. Oh well...I'm sure David will tell me all about it tommorow. Lol!

So you think its a bad idea too? Its funny, today I thought about it (while in Wal-Mart doing some last minute Christmas shopping.) And I guess I was so into the spirit of the holidays that I thought, "What the hell. Its Christmas! How can giving a present to a friend be wrong?" So I told Jess to get me the necklace. But you're right. I should wait till things die down (not really between me and Belt Girl but like I've said, on the outside it seems like were on good terms but I'm so unsure about that that it scares me a bit. Lmao! J/K! It doesn't scare me. It makes me laugh when I think about it 'cuz its so stupid. Lmao!) Besides, Kevin had a great alternate plan. Lol! She found an article in one of her magazines about The Pixies (David's fave band) and she told me that I should give this to him. Just casually tell him that I was reading through this magazine, saw this article and naturally thought of him since its his fave band and give it to him to read. Lol! Not as foward as an official gift but its enough to bring up a good conversation tommorow (God, I'm gonna be late to my Civics class tommorow, I just know it. Lol!)

OMG! You actually know a gay person?! You're so lucky! I've always wanted to meet a gay person and be their friend. I mean, I technically did know two gay men that were my neighbors for like eight years but then I moved and it wasn't until two years after I moved that I realized that they were gay. It was such a shock to me but then again, it did explain all the backyard parties they had with all the guys and maybe a few girls but that was rare. Lmao!

Best of luck with Finals. They suck but they'll be over and then you won't have to worry about them for awhile. Thats how I see them. 'Least for my geometry Final. But once I'm done with that then I'm done with math for the rest of the year. Yayness!

The name of that manga sounds familiar. I've heard of it but I didn't know it was a yaoi! I wanna read it now. Maybe if I get any money for Christmas then I can go to Borders or Walden's and buy it.

Ow...*Puts hand on chest for a sec* Hey, is it really bad when the center of your chest suddenly hurts, especially when you breath? :huh: 'Cuz ever since school ended, I've been getting these chest pains on and off. They started right before math class ended and they went away as soon as I got outside and into fresh air (the math class was really stuffy and smelled bad if that helps. It was like overwhelmingly bad.) I just hope I'm okay. I mean, I know I'm not in the best shape but my God, I'm not obese so I shouldn't be feeling all this pain. I excersise when I can (haven't since Opening Night 'cuz of my ankle) and I eat pretty healthy so why do I feel like I'm gonna have a heart attack? Yeah, its kinda scaring me but I don't want to tell my parents 'cuz they'll panic and turn it into something huge when it could really be nothing.

Okay, I'm gonna go now. My hands are starting to turn a faint blue (well, not really but it could happen) and I'm shaking really badly from the cold. Plus, I still have to find my Holey Writing Jeans 'cuz Jess and Kevin want to write on them tommorow which I don't mind. I've been wanting to wear those and my GnR shirt for a while. Well, TTFN, ta ta for now!


*~SilverWolf*~

P.S: I did not even realized that that whole "tell me I'm right" could be used as payback but now that you mention it...yeah. I guess I will call it payback. Ahhh...revenge is sweet. Lmao!
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[Thirteen_Black_Roses]

*nodnod* Yesss...cold....so [i]cold[/i], precioussss....we hatessss it...we hatessss it [i]forever[/i]!

erm...yeah. It's cold here too. And yeah...I talk like Gollem on occasion. They need to turn up the heat! I've got my thermostat cranked all the way up, and it's still not warm! Last year I was in the same building and we had to crack a window it was so hot! Come on, more heat!! And outside is one giant wind tunnel...figures Pitt's gotta be in the [i]only[/i] place with straight streets anywhere near this bloody city...Locke would like to point out that I am not British...

He's been such a pain since you drew that picture, keeps asking why didn't [i]I[/i] ever draw him like that. Narccissist. Ow. Silver, ever get hit upside the head by a character that you made up? It hurts. You did him proud alright...Locke, ever heard of hubris? I was seriously gonna glomp you to death when I saw that picture if it was possible to glomp someone via internet. :wub:

And I've got DDR music stuck in my head cause the game's right next to the food in the union, and I had to go down there get forks cause I didn't want to wash mine. [i]"Aiyaiai, you're my little butterfly, green black and blue makes the colors in the sky..."[/i] Ow. Locke, cut it out.

That sucks about the trip, maybe you can convince your parents to take you over Christmas or something? You're lucky your school does stuff like that, my high school hardly even went into [i]Pittsburgh[/i] for trips and that's only 20 minutes away! Not like there's much to see...most of the good stuff is right down the street from me now, I'm literally three blocks from the museusms.

That's a good idea about the article, and remember, there's always graduation and stuff to give him the necklace.

You know...knowing a gay person isn't really a badge of honor...just meant he brought a guy instead of a girl to dinner when we all got together every week before anime club last semester. Honestly I didn't even know till last fall when another friend mentioned "John and his boyfriend." I probably would've found out over that summer if I'd seen him at all, but I wasn't allowed to go on the senior trip my friends organized cause my parents didn't want all four of us to stay in the same tent camping cause OMG they're [i]boys[/i]! Yeah, like anything was gonna happen with all four of us there, and I wasn't the only girl cause Brianna went, and John turned out to be gay anyway. And Mike? Um, no. And the annoying thing is that they let me stay in a hotel room with everybody for Tekkoshocon, and there were *gasp* boys. Sean (before we got together) and another friend's ex. They were still together then. I dunno, maybe it's cause Joanna was there, maybe they think she's responsible cause she's older. Or cause we out numbered the boys, even though if the ex just [i]fell[/i] on any of us he'd crush us. Big guy. That'd actually happend to Joanna, messed up her leg. Woah, this has gotten [i]really[/i] off topic. Anyway, yeah, that [i]would[/i] explain the backyard parties with the guys... :lol:

Finals really aren't bad this year, had my World Theatre final Monday (8am! Friggen sun ain't even up yet!) and aside from the two people blanked out on and ultimately mixed up I absolutely nailed it. [i]And[/i] I got the papers done. So yay. My project is still a pile of lumber in the back of the shop though. Every time I go Lou has to go for a meeting or something and I can't use the saws if there's not a grad student or faculty member, and he needs to show me how to use the nail gun, and I can't build it till he shows me how to put in the cross brace in the side wall...argh. And I need to re-cut the curve for the bottom cause it's an inch short cause I calculated wrong. At least I no longer have to paint it, they decided to let us out of it by saying that if the paint we wanted wasn't in the shop we could just put a note saying that it was going to be painted 'X' color. I suddenly want my TV stand painted chartreuse...though considering this is theatre they probably have that. But that's one less thing to worry about. Sucks to be the people who are already painting, but we don't like them anyway. <_< Mean people who didn't have work last week... Its a shame that now that I actually know people in the department I won't have any classes with them next semester cause the theatre classes were all full. And there's a really nice guy I think named Kyle in my Theater Arts class who I'll probably [i]never[/i] see again since he's a math major. That's the sucky part about college. People are hard to keep track of. What was I talking about? Oh yeah. Finals. Only one test left, but there's an essay question worth half the test. I hate essay questions.

:lol: No, you're not going to go to Waldens and buy Pienemien's Ray. That's because you are going to go here and read it. Cause Pienemien is an artist on FAC and Ray is the comic she writes that got it's own section, titled "Pienemien's Ray" which is what everyone calls it. It's not really yaoi...yet...just some really sweet shonen ai and a main character that you just want to hug and give him some milk and cookies cause his life sucks so bad. But that doesn't mean there aren't some really good scenes though. ;)

Um...yeah...I'd say chest pains are not a good thing. No, heart attack is shooting pains down the left side of your chest and left arm. Asthma maybe? I'm guessing you should get that checked, I hate doctors as much as anyone but they [i]do[/i] have their uses.

Ok, winter was fun, it can go now. You have snow? We have snow. Really fun wake up at 7:10 after staying up cramming till 2:30 and sleeping through your alarm and then have to walk to 8am class and it's snowing. No! Snow bad! No white stuff!

Iiiiiii'm dreamiiiiiing of a troooooopical Christmaaaaas.......

Oh! I finished the dragon I was drawing while reading Ray. Took me forever to figure out how to get the effect I wanted with PSP7, it looks good. ^_^ ...And a friend just told me she looks like a bird chicken...as opposed to what, a [i]not[/i] bird chicken? :lol:

I hate being in the dorm. It's cold, and the lighting is terrible for trying to draw. Home is still really cold (darn old house) but the light's better. And there's blankets. Two more days! Weeee!!!

My little wolf needs a name. It's sad, I've had him for weeks and he doens't have a name yet. :(

And Locke says 'Hi.'

I'm sleepy, and apparently really random tonight...I think I'm gonna go to bed soon. TTFN